真的不想太刻意

不想刻意的去想
就刻意的不去想
不想刻意的追问
就刻意的不追问
不想刻意的解释
就刻意的不解释
不想刻意的见面
就刻意的不见面

两者都不容易

在可以坦然面对之前
我不想再动摇到什么

我是个疯子
这是我的处理方式

反正我反复的解说
一向来都不是什么

会在意的还是会在意
不在意的还是不在意


我也只有这般力量而已

Phoebe-ness and the big bad man

I've been missing in action from this blog for quite a long time. Now that i have a new laptop (Pandora!), you will be hearing from me much, much more. Of course, it helps too that i'm no longer seeing Gerard. In order to distract myself from loneliness, i've planned lists of things to do to keep occupied. But enough of that.

See the photo? Isn't guppy so adorable? (Though mama and papa do not encourage her to look at people slyly) It's one of my favourite photos of her before she became chubbier. I'm so gek that Jesse managed to get a nice shot with her while Wenhao the camera-woman had nothing to show. My camera somemore. Jesse, you know what to do next time eh?